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Let me start by saying, I have fantastic parents.
And my love, and heartache,
concerning the areas below
are only testaments to all the ways
that my child hood was very special!

My Mom & Dad went 250% out of their
way to make things and holidays truly
warm and magical for me.

So, I have very golden memories,
but also, a very sharp and empty
sense of loss and despair, at the way
these things have just been left
behind, like an unwanted child, over the years.

And 2005 is no exception.
In fact, this 2004~2005 season
has taken the hardest toll on me.
Depressed
(badly)

So, I wanted to, for my own sake,
assemble a little spot here.

Just something to say
"I remember"


So, if home movies
don't bore you
feel free to watch
along with me.


~Belos~
03-13-05

The Hamm's Bear:
May seem like a funny icon
for a symbol of something
lost, but it'll make
sense once you enter-

Halloween:
is more than just a
movie, or some sale at
Wal-Mart.

All religion aside:
There used to be a
"spirit" to Christmas that
was unique unto itself.

*here's to hoping,
I/We can someday reclaim what
made these things special.